Center Shifting Slightly To The Left

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I’m not exactly feeling my best right now. I dunno, maybe my heart isn’t completely healed yet. As enlightened as a person can be, they’re still a person, and thus suffer and rejoice in human emotions. I think I might be feeling lonely. I’m back to being the only single person in my immediate group of friends. I thought it wouldn’t bother me, and on most levels, it doesn’t. I just start feeling a little sad and lonely at times, is all. Maybe it’s still just wishful thinking on my part. I really had been hoping that Ben would like me back. I mean, it seemed like he was flirting with me those days leading up to it. I dunno. *shrugs* I can’t change a person’s mind for them, and if they were that weak-willed, I wouldn’t want them in the first place.

I joined this one website, soulgeek.com, on a whim. I thought maybe meeting new people would help a bit. But I haven’t really gotten much attention on there yet. A bit disheartening, really. I always thought single, female geeks were in high demand. *shrugs* Maybe not as high a demand as I thought.